My first..

It's always exciting when it's the first time..

There's the rush of emotions..
Not knowing what to expect..and yet trying to expect everything..
Stepping into the unknown...afraid and yet not wanting to look back..
Excited and yet nervous...


I admit..I'm still trying my best to handle it like a pro...
Though inside sometimes I'm shivering not knowing whether I'm doing it well or not..





It will be my first time soon..
You will be my first..

I pray it will be as beautiful as I've always imagined it in my mind..

:)
Ja.